"It's just you, and your ability to paddle and surf - catching & riding waves is all on you, period ~ ~ ~ MitchellCI've been on Kauai for over 25 years now. Got a few wins, a few in the lower placing in my 50's and 60's. They never held a 70 y/o and over and I kind of lost the stock for a while. Kept getting pushed by a few guys to get back in the water so it was one more time from the beginning to get the arms back, the pop up without loosing your grip on one rail or the other and jarring your chin on the deck of the board.
Pretty phucking humbling and humiliating when you've surfed most of your life. Started just paddling a Stand Up board up and down the Hanalei River for balance and paddling strength. Mornings, because I work in the evenings. I'd get the "yeaah, Uncle Pete" from some of the guys, which of course, brings the stock level up some, but it's hard and the concentration to stick with it is even harder. Lot's of doubts to deal with and more humiliation.
But what really drives me is the quote that MitchellC broke out here on the erBB years back and it's always been something that I remembered vividly.
"It's just you, and your ability to paddle and surf - catching & riding waves is all on you, period ~ ~ ~ MitchellC
Always rode a longboard. Tis my comfort zone. Short board riders have there place and are amazing to watch, if they're proficient. Even better, with tube riding, airs and such.
Paddled out to the Bay a week back. A long azz paddle now days but, MitchellC is like a bad ear ache. Arms are heavy, but feel pretty good, sorta comfy. Small talk with folks while waiting. Fun waves, 2 to 4 feet. Lil young things with a string up their backsides. ( I'm pervng and LOL to myself) A set comes, I wait, get a nod and go, move for the pop up and my hand slips off the rail, crack my teethe together and chin smacks the board and I loose it and roll like a slug in the white water.
Humiliation yet again. Phuck me! Paddle out, sit on the side, talking to myself. More doubt. Go in ya kook. It's a hard thing to swallow.
See a set again. Let the others go. Recoup and wait. Another set of waves and a single wave comes and I paddle at an angle to the left, drop in grab the rails with a vise like grip, slip up to my feet, fade more and pull off a bottom turn and just step right up past mid point on the board, I get that FEELING, take a step back and bury the tail on a cut back, wait and pull into a nice little 3 footer for a simple nose ride as the wave fades and I kick out.
T'was pretty euphoric. I paddled in, took a shower and watched for a while. It only took a three foot wave to have decades of surfing memories unfold before me and ..... really
Only a Surfer, knows That Feeling ~
There it is yes!!! Thank you!