I find the hard line, scared of it, conspiracy weirdos as off putting and wrong as any of you, buuut...no shots for me.
Generally a skeptical person, not in a rush to be in the first group of people to buy the newest anything, get into the newest fad, I like to watch everyone else at the party take the pill and wait an hour or two and see how everyone does. This is all a little "beta test" for me. I could still be sold, if there was a real "this is why you need to take one on the head and accept the maybe one or two days of not feeling good and having that thing the boner pill company came up with in your body forever"
Which leads me to the reasoning behind getting the shot(s)...
Was I supposed to get it because it will stop COVID from spreading around if everyone gets it? That turned out to pretty much not be true though, right? Meaning even if everyone gets vaccinated, it wouldn't be enough to stop the virus from mutating and finding a new way to spread around. We can't keep up with it like that, even if we get infection rate down to 0 in a given location, that's a temporary state. So COVID exists now, coronavirus number 4? 5? And the goal is to "flatten the curve"...is that still the goal? I think we're ok with just the statistically vulnerable people being vaccinated? I mean now we're trying to give it to kids, when were kids even getting sick? We're chasing an unrealistic zero. If it goes around among the people who it doesn't (typically) effect, that helps us in the long run, no?
Having acknowledged that, as many have...so then I was supposed to get the shots so I don't get bad symptoms from COVID if I get it? Looking back, that was never a very real risk, right? Like less than one in a hundred odds? "Half of almost nothing" doesn't address any fears, to me.
I think the upside societally had been oversold, then reeled back in and flipped into a personal upside that doesn't address a real fear in an appreciable way. Not for me, anyways.
Lastly, though it doesn't factor in to my decision to get the vaccines or not, I also feel like "get this shot, it's on you" is a bit of a cop out, societally. How about we try to have more than one ICU bed per freakin' thousand people? It's been two years, we could have tried to at least hedge our bet with an "in case we can't vaccinate, mask, or six foot, the problem entirely away, here is how we deal with something that makes about two in a thousand people really messed up going forward without bringing the world to a screeching halt." Is it off the table, not part of the goal planning, that we accept and find a way to live with the existence of COVID? Even if we have to?
If you can find a way to make that seem "anti science", "disrespectful of those around you" or whatever else, well...I think it's just having a different opinion, coming to a different conclusion based on the same facts.