^^^
i'm thee eldest in my Family.
Mom's is gone, sudden brain~aneurism, at age of 51, back in '94,
Dad ~ 2008, cancer finally ended him. i too, was ready to die that year,
told my Pop's, i was tired, my throat tumor, well, f**k it, i wanted out!
it did not happen for me, though, it did, just my Dad...
Gotz me 1 brother, + 3 younger sisterz,
my eldest sis', an outcast to me, though she is my full-blooded seee~ster,
well, she+my brother, they both be trumpers, gonna be hard for me, their eldest brother,
not to wanna give 'em sheee~it when i see 'em next, maybe in a few dayz, on Turkey Day,
hahaha...
i gotsta remember:
that 'Love' is the most important thang, f**k pollie~ticz + religionz...
for all this, it really does not matter, when you are dead, right?
at age 58+1/2, i hope that i die, before my brother, nor any of my sisters do...
that said,
i sincerely hope that allll of you:
Live It, Luv, Laugh!
+
surf too!!!