Thanks for that. I felt like we were watching Subway auger in in real-time and did not like that at all, even though I've never met the guy.So, here’s the real deal
Subway is not in fact “scoring” in Mexico
Subway left Mexico and has returned to the US
I’ll let him tell his story when he feels like it
until then, we‘ll wait and respect his privacy
mrs Subway wanted the erbb to know he‘d left Mexico and was back here
i‘m guessing her IG was blowing up with concerned erbbers
it’s nice to know erbbers care
subway, we look forward to hearing from you
and I speak for everyone here when I say take your time
for those of you saying to yourselves “hey rg, who tf are you to speak for everyone?”
just stfu, I’m the guy that’s speaking for everyone
depends on if your "trip" is to your safe zoneMy 2 cents, trips rarely help any mental health issues one may be having "where ever you go, there you are" and things can go wrong when your mental state is not 100% away from home. This is all meant in a general sense and not referring to Subways situation whatever it may be.
Post pictures of the surf.I’ve consulted with my attorney and it’s ok to unlock this thread and return to public life.
Bunch of internet sleuths. I can’t even lurk a for couple of days without getting called out
you guys are awesome. Thank you for being gentle when I was losing my mind and documenting it. It’s surreal to go back and read my posts and have a record of my descent into madness. Cathartic even. Horrifying and cathartic.
I sort of remember snippets and events of the first few days. Days 3-7 are a dark and only vaguely tangible fugue. My imagination was in charge and that’s not nearly as fun as I might have thought. 2/7 do not recommend.
im alright now, I’ve had some time to relax and recharge. And the trauma was sufficient to knock benzos out of my life. That’s been a goal for a year for over a year. I’m a month drug free and it tastes so good.
Anyway I went to Mexico (did not die) and had a full blown mental and emotional melt down which would have been fine, relatively, had I not doused my spun out brain with handfuls of klonopin. That’s when the wheels came off and I went into a benzo blackout. You can google it if you’ve never had the experience. Like a booze blackout but longer deeper and scarier. I was off the reservation for about 6 days with another week of only a slim grasp on reality
A true account will take far longer to compose. Ive been off the grid, healing and recovering.
That’s about all I got for now. This will take me a while. It’s a hell of a story but a daunting one to tell.