Gerry Lopez status
- Dec 31, 2008
I drank bc I didn't like the way I felt. But we're wired for feeling, so not feeling made the feelings even more unbearable, so I drank. Repeat. Repeat. I think Freud said buried feelings never die, they just come back in some altered state. Like zombies.Thanks all.
taking it day by day and trying to be grateful for all the good things.
stopped drinking again as well. Don’t think I need any booze in the mix right now.
I find like five things to be grateful for before my feet hit the floor in the morning (ceiling fan, roof over my head, coffee, etc). Sometimes it helps.