The “pop up” is an issue. Yesterday I rode the stationary bike 30 minutes, mowed grass (2,000 sq ft, 3 hours, 12,000 to go) and did 20 finger tip push-ups (winning a bet with my wife). 85 degrees, humid, no wind, hot! After the push-ups it took me a full minute to struggle back to my feet. Had I not done the rest I could have got back upright in 30 to 45 seconds. The pop up. If I want to get something off the lower cabinet shelves I have to grab something to pull myself up to standing by grabbing something and pulling myself up. If I can’t reach it I have to roll on the floor until I can. Never without my friend the sciatic nerve on my left side. Note that none of those things require any balance. Anything that requires balance I’m screwed. The water isn’t easily accessible because of steep and/or slimy river stones. Possible a few months out of the year during winter. I go with my grandkids on boogers then.
I have a problem with needing to be saved. Any wrong move and I’m helpless. My doctors have told me don’t come back if you’ve fkd yourself up again. One should never enter the ocean when there’s a possibility that they will need someone to assist them. Don’t be that guy/gal.
It was an emotional problem but I’m getting over it. Difficult when it’s booming and offshore all night and you can feel it in your bones when you get up to take a leak at 3am. I’m glad it’s something I have brought into my kid’s’ lives. They can deal with the negatives with the advantage of local knowledge and experience.