Its just a simple question ever person needs to ask for themselves. Your anger at being asked the question tells me you have not come to grips with the question.
If you read anger into my reply, then you are looking for drama where there is none. This is the problem with discourse today: so many people think one can't argue dispassionately. You appear to be in that camp. You start name-calling so easily. Only an angry, defensive, person resorts that kind of ad hominem attack when having a conversation. It's always escalation with you.
Also, no one
needs to ask that question for themselves. Some ask it, some don't. Some ask it and believe in god (weak-minded people, IMO), and others take a more rational path.